Single ftw(?)

Now that I'm single again... I've to admit that I feel lonely all the time. Despite being surrounded by people, like friends and family. The happiness and love they gave me feels only like a short period of time. Can't believe my sis asked me to get into another r/s, I asked why and she said because then I would be more loving towards them (siblings). I was like "where got such thing?!?!"....... Ugh oh well. It's good being single sometimes. I can do whatever I want to without telling that person. Carefree life. But then again, I want to feel loved. Not by family or friends, cos I'm having a lot now. But by someone I really like. I really miss being in a r/s, miss doing things with a bf, miss the feeling of having a bf. Dear God, when can I find the right one!!! I wanna find my own happiness! I don't wanna stay a lonely single girl. I'm still aiming to have two kids by the age of 28. HAHA. Ya I know it's a bit too fast. What to do! I love kids even more after I see my cousin's baby. So adorable, can't wait to have one of my own. :)